Day Two, Austin
so yesterday, i bit the bullet and dragged up the last of my stuff and myself with the idea of staying at my austin digs for the next few days.
recent firsts that are surprisingly anxiety producing:
sleeping a full night here (to be expected...)
getting naked to take a shower here (didn't even know to look for that one...)
its funny... everyone else has their own shit going on, and beyond shopping for food and spices (how can three people have so little in the way of basic kitchen stuff??? i'm in awe. and rectifying the situation.) and making a mammoth vat of tomato sauce for dinner tonight, (which we won't be eating as a group anyway...) i'm not doing much. i'm sitting on my ass, just like before, only NOW i'm sitting on my ass in austin. hmm...
i'm waiting to hear from schools, bui isn't free until wednesday, i'm not quite ready to meet the gil yet. but sam does have a show tonight, so i will be going to that. it should be fun. and he will eat my food afterwards, so that's a plus. you know, with all of sam's stuff gone for the show, one half of the living room is almost usable...
oh right; i also called the people who are going to give me a job, so i should be lined up for work soon. which will be nice, and give me something to do.
i just feel really boring right now. i've completely withdrawn into my polite, non-invasive, "i am meeting new people" shell. i haven't been cursing, i haven't had any conversations, i feel like a ghost, to a degree. and i'm waiting for rose to get home so i can maybe talk to her. if she's coming home after work and before the show. and i JUST! remembered something i have to get started working on, so that's cool...
i just need to make it through right now and start managing to make friends. or something. i don't know. but i just thought i should let you all know what's up.
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