HOLY GOD!!!

you know that little blurb about me and my blog that should display near the top of this page? no, you don't, because THE SYSTEM KEEPS EATING IT!!! twice i have written about me, what this blog is about, my mother's maiden name, all that crap. twice, the system has eaten all my lovely words. where do i live? what has my life been like? what do i do with my time? why is my username that of a character in the "get fuzzy" comic strip? YOU DON'T KNOW! BECAUSE THE SYSTEM KEEPS EATING MY WORDS! HEY SYSTEM! GET A LIFE! STOP IT! LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKER!

in other news, my blood sugar began to dip this morning. i had to eat trailmix to keep myself not unconscious. by the way, i have insulin dependent diabetes. i never think of it as an important aspect of my life (in a mental/emotional sense... physically, its very important indeed.) so i never think to tell anyone. but i have diamabetes, and i realized today that if i were to slip into a diabetic coma and die, my final waking moments of life would be really, really unpleasant. shaky, cold sweat, stomach crying out for something with sugar in it, hysteria, the works. yeah, that would not be a fun way to go. don't know why this never occured to me before. oh well.