Wonderful...

just wonderful.

actually, it's not that bad, but i get nervous easily, so it sort of is. but not really.

i have an interview in about an hour for a permanent position with the company. woo hoo! i would get to stop being a temp, get a little bit more money, and get benefits, all while continuing to do the job i do now. the only issue (i lie... there are many issues in my troubled little head...) is that if i have to move to some cubicle or something, my plants will have to move too, and that would suck, because i KNOW they're enjoying their sweet spot at the window. i don't want my babies getting hurt due to lack of light.

i also don't know how i feel about all this in general. what will it mean, in the grand scheme of things? will i have to be more corporate? i'm not good at being corporate... i'm really bad at it, as a matter of fact. even when i'm trying to be good, and i'm working, and i have the headphones on and am listening to music so i don't talk to people, even then, i end up singing along to whatever i'm listening to. i don't mean to... i just can't help it, and its really hard to stop.

so i'm here, i'm really anxious. i want more coffee, and i want my plants to need water, so i feel like i'm nurturing SOMETHING!!! they don't. need water... and the little mint cutting i made isn't dead yet, so i feel that it might in fact put down roots and increase my mint colony. whee! if it is a successful venture, i will officially deem myself "good with plants."

guys, you guys who read this... i know you're busy, and have things to do, and live int he city that never sleeps and all that good stuff... but seriously... you need to update more often than every-other week... some of us (ahem) some People, look to your blogs as little lifelines from the great north-east and the finest fruits it bore in the autumn of 1982. don't disappoint these poor souls... update weekly, if you can... even that would be lovely. obsessively updating every day can be left to the pros. like me.

so that's pretty much that. interview in fifteen minutes. i'm going to get more coffee, and maybe look at my plants a little more, or possibly seek amusement online. or even actually do some work... god, that just sounds yucky... but oh well. some things cannot be helped.

i also have a shrink appointment today (he is currently in the doghouse due to his constantly rescheduling my appointments... should be a fun hour...) and yoga in the evening. after the rest of this day, i'll need it.

reading "the color purple", finding it rather intense.