Five Minutes to Go

i have five minutes to go.

in five minutes, i can get up, turn off my music, shut down my computer, and go home. i can put an end to this dismal day.

actually, it's been a pretty good day. i'm chillin'. there wasn't that much work. i got to talk to lauren a lot. its odd to realize that you are in some way attracted to your twice-your-age, married, mother-of-two co-worker, or would be if the gender equations were right. well, anyway, its odd to realize that in some strange way, i'm attracted to lauren. she kind of reminds me of roslyn. but not so freaky and scary. maybe its just because they're both tall and thin.

the plants are good. they help me get through the days.

i have gym tonight, yoga tomorrow night. i should also call my uncle tonight (for investment advice) and my cousin (to see if i can live in her basement in jersey).

i have a busy evening ahead of me.

it will all seem easier after worshipping the stairmaster for a half hour.

i'm tired.